August 23rd, 2005

Subject: Mmmkay Time: 10:47 am

Due to certain people I don't wish looking at my journal, I have decided to delete it.

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August 21st, 2005

Time: 08:01 pm Current Mood: bouncy

http://www.geocities.com/kay_lague/index.html My new website. I really didn't like my old one... Sign the guestbook <3

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August 20th, 2005

Subject: I like this song *shrugz* Time: 02:21 pm Current Mood: dorky

Tell me who should I be to make you love me? Tell me what does it mean to be alone? Can’t you see me standing, staring, out from a distance, Hear my cry if you’d only listen Out of focus into me and you Kiss me fool if you care If your words have better meaning Playing it cool is so unfair Why this veil of secrecy? God forbid, friends found out what we did Why can’t someone like you be with someone like me? Tell me who should I be to make you love me? Tell me what does it mean to be alone? Can’t you see me standing staring out from a distance, Hear my cry if you’d only listen Out of focus into Me and You. Touch me fool if you’re allowed I’ll be dancing in the corner It’s so cruel to play it proud Take your hands and cover me I’m aware that all in love is fair But that’s no reason to make me feel this way Tell me who should I be to make you love me? Tell me what does it mean to be alone? Can’t you see me standing, staring, out from a distance, Hear my cry if you’d only listen Out of focus into me and you And it hurts me so bad to deny it These feelings are out of control Do you know what its like to want something so bad? And than, having to let it go And it hurts me to know that this time in our lives So soon will be in the past And this game of pretending and playing it cool Never knowing, never knowing, Never knowing what we should have had! Tell me who should I be to make you love me? Tell me what does it mean to be alone? You’ve go me wondering if I’m Good enough? Pretty enough? Giving enough? Special enough? Tell me who should I be to make you love me? Who should I be? Who should I be? To make you love me.

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August 19th, 2005

Subject: Mmm story Time: 08:08 pm Current Mood: bouncy

Yes, thats right. I am back in the business of story writing. I am working on one right now, and its taking a bit to get started but I don't mind it. Chris created a livejournal so he can comment on my journals now! Wewt and I started up a website. Sign the guestbook XD http://krystenlague.tripod.com//index.html

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August 16th, 2005

Subject: Gift From Henry Time: 12:06 pm Current Mood: awake

^^! I finally got it today, and it rocked :)! I got alot of different aero bars, macaroons, a beret ^^, a playboy bunnie chain :D, some books, 2 pounds and some other stuff! It rocked and I love it! I am trying to get to level 30 on GTH, I have to awaken and start a clan. Snypa and Kuhan were jackasses about the whole name thread I have in GCC, but what else is new? DarkGuardians is probably what I'll go with ~Krys

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August 15th, 2005

Subject: Happy Birthday to Me Time: 02:05 am Current Mood: tired

Well it was crappy around midnight. I had Reece and Simon wish me a happy birthday and nobody else said anything to me. Then around 1am my mom said happy bday and gave me some left over cake and icecream. My dad still hasn't said it. What else is new? I hung out with Jase a bit on GTH, he cheered me up, but I am really tired due to babysitting, I wanted to stay up longer with him. Love Krys

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August 14th, 2005

Subject: > Time: 07:57 pm Current Mood: depressed

My mom started my birthday thread on GU...I really didn't want her to. It depressed me more then it made me happy. -_- Krys

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Time: 02:27 pm

A pic of the party I was in ^_^ This is a pic of my new friend. His name is Anthony ^_^!

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August 13th, 2005

Subject: > Time: 12:18 pm Current Mood: sad

Happy birthday Tasha..she's turning 11 today, and on her special day she gets to listen to my dad cuss to his computer, like its a human and it will respond to it or something. He makes me jump everytime he does something. He's always slamming things around, and when hes a lonely man and no one goes to his funeral, I won't pity him. He is a man who deserves everything he gets. He doesn't love me, he doesn't love my brother or sister. He doesn't respect my mom. He just freaked on her for no reason. So I started on him, and basically bitched him out. The funny thing is, he never has anything to say after I speak because he knows I am right. I dont know what happened between them last night, but whatever it is he is pissy about it. I hate when they argue just because my dads screaming frightens me. Like I said to Simon last night, sometimes I wish Aussie Land was next door because then I could spend everyday at his place. XD Last night sucked, Reece was really upset and I felt horrible. I left GTH and I was like looking for someone to talk to, and Simon logged in so I talked to him and explained the situation. He said I shouldn't feel so horrible everytime something like this happens, but I dont like hurting people. I dont know what to say. Jase tried to help me for the little time I was on, and I thank him for it. <3 Krys

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August 12th, 2005

Time: 04:45 pm Current Mood: bored

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August 11th, 2005

Time: 07:11 pm Current Mood: accomplished

An updated pic of me >< I hate it =P

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Subject: So tired... Time: 04:21 pm Current Mood: angry

I feel tired today. Alot of crap has been going on. I got invited to a party on the 20th, and then Crys says her and the baby can't make it to the party because her nephews sick so she's gotta go to Toronto. She finally got rid of her boyfriend, Ryan who was a total jerk. She basically gave him a choice of drugs or her and the baby and guess what the moron chose? Drugs -_-. Moron ftw! Now she is with a guy named Will and I said he better be treating her right or I'll be pissed. I then told her about the break up with Eric and how I thought I was fat and shes like "You aren't fat, your skinny challenged. I started laughing, I really needed that. I haven't been feeling well lately, I feel so outta sorts, quiet and I have headaches alot. I think I'm going to try going to bed early tonight. It might do me some good. Today is my mom and dads anniversary. They have been married 15 years...14..I don't remember. Tomorrow they go out while I babysit, and wow, for parents who never go out, I've been babysitting alot lately. Its starting to feel like before. I don't like it. ><... Monday is my birthday, yay me. Saturday we are having a really small get together. Its just family. I am turning 17 and some how, I feel like I have wasted a good part of my life...its depressing. I told my mom I wanted to do something on my birthday and her response "I'll take you to a bar" I just looked at her distastefully. I hate bars, and most of the people IN bars are out to screw someone. They don't care about the person. For some reason, I don't want to spend my 17th birthday in a bar watching my mom get plastered. For once in my life I wanted a normal get together with friends. I have my ex best friend Crys the sweet sixteen I never had. My mom found out she wasn't having a sweet sixteen, so I planned a party for her at my house. I invited some friends and we had some good times that day. She really had fun, and the more I thought on it, I never had that. On my sweet sixteen I was living with my ex best friend. She was out with her boyfriend Kenny, her parents were up North somewhere and I was home alone on a couch. Nobody called, nothing happened. I had my ex boyfriend Kev bring me a chocolate cake from a store freezer and a card, that was better than nothing...right? Not really. Because I listened to Kev all day bitching about him not having a computer to game on. Now my 17 birthday comes along and my mom promises a birthday like never before...in a bar? Another promise broken, its something Im used to by now. ~Krys

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August 10th, 2005

Time: 02:29 am Current Mood: grateful

I've got some scattered pictures lying on my bedroom floor. Reminds me of the times we shared. Makes me wish that you were here. Now it seems I've forgotten my purpose in this life. All the songs have been erased. Guess I've learned from my mistakes. Open the past and present. Now and we are there. Story to tell and I am listening. Open the past and present. And the future too. It's all I've got and I'm giving it up to you. Loose ends tied in knots. Leaving a lump down in my throat. Gagging on a souvenir. Lodged to fill another year. Drag it on and on until my skin is ripped to shreds. Leaving myself wide open. Living out a sacrifice. If you got no one and I've got no place to go, would it be alright? Could it be alright? Says what I want it to... Henry is home ^_^

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August 9th, 2005

Time: 02:15 am Current Mood: busy

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Krysten Birthday: August 15,1988 Birthplace: London Ontario Current Location: St. Catharines Ontario Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Brown Height: 5'9 I think... Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty Your Heritage: I am polish/french :P The Shoes You Wore Today: Sandals Your Weakness: Having a guy promise me forever Your Fears: Losing Reece, Simon or Henry and being alone... Your Perfect Pizza: Pineapples, bacon and ham Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I would like to get a job Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ZOMG REECE Thoughts First Waking Up: "Hmm I wonder when Reece will be online today" and "I wonder how everyone is" Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes...I guess? Your Bedtime: It varies...I don't really have one... Your Most Missed Memory: Hanging out with my baby girl Crys Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI, IT OWNS YOU MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King Single or Group Dates: Single...then you can like kiss and stuff without being watched... Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla...what can I say, im plain Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappacino Do you Smoke: No, used to Do you Swear: Fuck you XD Do you Sing: Yes...poorly Do you Shower Daily: Yes, most the time Have you Been in Love: Yeah, I have Do you want to go to College: Yes I do..for sure :) Do you want to get Married: Mmhmm...it has to be the right guy Do you belive in yourself: No, I don't >.> Do you get Motion Sickness: Nerp Do you think you are Attractive: No, I really dont Are you a Health Freak: Nah, not really. Im a chubby one Do you get along with your Parents: My mom: Sometimes...my dad: HELL NO Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes, I do Do you play an Instrument: The flute.... In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yeah I have In the past month have you Smoked: No I havent In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope In the past month have you gone on a Date: *thinks* No...I was hoping to with Reece >.> (A FRIENDLY ONE) In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no...O.O T_T In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nah, don't like em In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Ewww no In the past month have you been on Stage: nope In the past month have you been Dumped: <.< No, I don't think so XD In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nah, you wish In the past month have you Stolen Anything: ...my underwear? Ever been Drunk: Nope.. Ever been called a Tease: Yes I have Ever been Beaten up: Yes, once... Ever Shoplifted: No... 3A' What the fuck? 3A? What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A EA or maybe a Justice of the Peace or a child and youth worker.. What country would you most like to Visit: Europe/USA and Australia In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Brown... Favourite Hair Color: Dirty blondish Short or Long Hair: Short... Height: Above 6'' Weight: Doesn't matter... Best Clothing Style: Just has to be his own style Number of Drugs I have taken: <.< 1? Number of CDs I own: too little Number of Piercings: used to have a few Number of Tattoos: none Number of things in my Past I Regret: lost count? CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Subject: ZOMG REECE! Time: 01:37 am Current Mood: ecstatic

ZOMG! I heard from him today and hes like telling me how he lost connection and I was SOOOO happy to hear from him. I ran for the phone and when I heard his voice I just died. I had to catch him up on everything that was going on and it wasn't easy because so much has happened. Ever since he's been home, I haven't felt so happy. I bugged the crap outta his friends with the "I miss Reece T_T" LOL Anyways, all is going so well. I just, am so happy Reece is back. I can't even put it into words. I was working on poetry while he was gone and I wrote some stuff dedicated to him. I'll probably never show him, but yeah. Its been so long since I wrote poetry. AHH I am so happy... ZOMG REECE~Your uber :)

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August 8th, 2005

Subject: Updated ^^ Time: 02:46 pm Current Mood: busy

Me all alone XD (They don't like me!!) Jase got chased around by monsters!! Eeek! My mom started up a character Jase and I! Our updated chicks XD Jase and I were chickens! I supplied the chicken suits :P

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August 7th, 2005

Time: 01:31 am Current Mood: creative

• × • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × • Who are your best friends?: Reece, Simon, Henry, Jase and Sethy (aka Joshie) You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No, currently single How many exes do you have?: 10 What is your longest relationship?: 1 year and a few months What was your shortest relationship?: 1 month and a few weeks • × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × • Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: Zellers Any tattoos or piercings: Used to. Not anymore.. What is your most comfortable outfit?: Black pants, blue top What do you usually wear?: Whatever I have done from the laundry. . . • × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × • Given anyone a bath? Yeah, my brother. . . Smoked? Sadly, yes. . . Made yourself throw up?: Mhmm Skinny dipped?: Nope Ever been in love?: Yes Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes Cried when someone died?: Yes.. Been rejected?: No. . . Rejected someone?: Yes. . . Used someone?: Nerp >< Done something you regret?: Done many things • × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × • Hugged: My mom You IMed: Simon...wait no Nick You yelled at: Eric You kissed: My bunny • × • A R E | Y O U • × • Understanding: Yes, most of the time Insecure: yes, extremley Random: Not always Hungry: Not at the current time Smart: I guess so Moody: Yeah, sorta Organized: Hell no Shy: Yes I am Attractive: I dont think I am, but I have heard from many I am Bored easily: Mmmhmm Hyper: No, not usually • × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × • Kill?: haha, if it weren't illegal, I'd have a small hitlist Talk to right now: Reece =( • × • R A N D O M • × • All you need is: My friends Love is: Something I hope to find I dream about: dying Physical preference: rather blah What do you notice first in the opposite sex: Height • × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × • Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Yes, I have done that only for a few people.. Wish you were younger: No... Cried because someone said something to you?: Yep yep • × • N U M B E R • × • Of times I have had my heart broken: 2 Of hearts I have broken: Too many.. I've kissed: 5 or 6 people..the amount of times Ive kissed them? I dunno Of girls I've kissed: None o.O Of CD's I own: like 5 Of scars on my body: None on the outside Of things that I regret: endless • × • Y O U R | T H O U G H T S • × • I know: Reece will call me tomorrow I want: Reece to visit and Simon to be happy I have: To email Henry I wish: I could move to the USA or Australia I hate: People who judge I fear: to be alone I search: For myself I love: just having great friends

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Subject: A reminder for myself Time: 01:05 am Current Mood: relieved

I started a list when I get back in the dating field there is some things I wanna look for when I am going to date. I wanna put it here so I can keep to my goal and work on myself. ~Non drinker ~Non smoker ~Polite ~Get along with my parents ~Understanding ~Passionate ~Comforting ~Tall ~Gentle ~Able to be honest and hold communication ~Will never lie to me ~Can stay loyal I want a guy who I can trust no matter what...a guy who can easily ease my fears. My dating life has never ever been perfect, but if I ever date again, I want to be able to trust him and I want to know he can stay loyal. The only thing Ive always feared in dating is losing the guy I am with because I am not beautiful enough. I always have that fear that someone better will come along and I'll lose him. *shrugs* Hard to explain...but that is my list for myself. ~Krys

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August 6th, 2005

Subject: Some things.... Time: 06:50 pm Current Mood: bored

http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/sleep/sheep/reaction_version5.swf

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August 5th, 2005

Subject: An interesting read... Time: 03:41 pm Current Mood: amused

I just read Henry's journal. It was sweet and it meant alot to me. Everything he said could be said to him to. We have had our ups and downs, but we are still going =)! HENRY THAT MUST MEAN I LOVE YOU XD This is so priceless ~Krys

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